It hurts to love someone that doesn't love you back; it feels like salt being poured on an open wound... it burns! But when you pluck up the courage to move on, that's when the object of your desire starts to show love. UGH!!!
Illegal Immigrant
Did you know if heaven
was a country your laugh
would be it's national anthem?
Your laughter opens heaven's gate.
If my days on this Earth's crust were over and
yes I'm purely sober. I would
Skype you from outside
heavens gate and ask you
to laugh if God threatens
me to hell.
Heaven's gate would open
and I would run inside and hide.
My crime?
I had spent all my time procrastinating
and thinking about you.
I worshipped the ground
you stepped on with those red and white Jordans. I
should have read the red as danger
because I'm an illegal immigrant in heaven.
The ray of light that radiates
from your smile punches
my ribcage.
I find myself in a theatre
with no stage with
convincing actors dressed
in white coats like doctors.
Loving you hurts because it's unrequited.
I'm doing all that is required, to
make this love work. I'm
loving enough for two. I'm
loving you and for you to
love me back. It's a lot
to hack.
Did you know I'm not going
to stick around forever?
Oh so all of a sudden you
care and show it by giving
me a cold stare.
I'm in HELL because of you!
I'm being torn, ripped and
shredded which is no
different to how I feel in
this relationship.
I need to get off this ship!
Hop on a Speed boat
and drive away from you
never to look back in case
I turn into a pillar of salt.
